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Get the notebook, get a pen, Turned to a fresh page I go to sit in the den.     What should I write, good-will, joy, pain? I'm getting excited, determination pumping through my veins.     I sit there and ponder, "What should I do?" I get an idea, don't you just love when it comes to you?     I scribble it down, it sounds like it's coming out the right way, But then I get stuck in the middle with nothing else to say.     Hoping it'll come back I'll just sit there staring at the wall Until I accept it's not coming back at all.     With a sign from my mouth and an ache developing in my head I'll think to myself, "God this poem is

1) Introduction 2) Love 3) Light 4) Dark 5) Seeking Solace 6) Break Away 7) Heaven 8) Innocence 9) Drive 10) Breathe Again 11) Memory 12) Insanity 13) Misfortune 14) Smile 15) Silence 16) Questioning 17) Blood 18) Rainbow 19) Gray 20) Fortitude 21) Vacation 22) Mother Nature 23) Cat 24) No Time 25) Trouble Lurking 26) Tears 27) Foreign 28) Sorrow 29) Happiness 30) Under the Rain 31) Flowers 32) Night 33) Expectations 34) Stars 35) Hold My Hand 36) Precious Treasure 37) Eyes 38) Abandoned 39) Dreams 40) Rated 41) Teamwork 42) Standing Still 43) Dying 44) Two Roads 45) Illusion 46) Family 47) Cre

I thought I could keep it. I thought distance would never come between us. I thought I put in all the effort needed. I thought nothing would change. Quite obviously I was wrong. I treated our friendship like a toy. I would notice you in the toy box but I wouldn't pick you up. I didn't make an effort. I wouldn't make the smallest interaction. Quite obviously I wish I did. I acted like you were always right next to me. I never felt the need to say "Hi". I acted like I could glance over and nod to you every other minute. I never realized how much I took you forgranted. Quite obviously it never occured to me that you wouldn't always